Sweet Moment Captured by My Pocket Camera

And it's feels like winter, in the last of June…

Guess where is it? Mt. Fuji, eee wrong! Refrigerator, eee wrong again!
      We are going on an ice skating date. The holiday season is the perfect time for ice skating dates where skating rinks are often accompanied by christmas decorations and trees. There's something magical about holiday ambiance and ice skating not only promotes this feeling but also promotes togetherness and affection, which are obviously a couple of the main components of a really great date.

      He used fog on the window to write our name in it. I actually feel really cliche right now and so so love what he wrote for me. I was so happy when everyone see it and they try do the same thing like draw a hearts or random doodles and write the name of the one you liked on a foggy window.
       People would think we're crazy for considering this ice rink picnic. The weather is just too cold to enjoy something as mild as tea and bread.
       And nah, miss me already not? yes, im not appear much in this post because i hate night photoshot. I can't find proper lighting since i just stuck took a pictures using my android phone and it's become worst than ever.
* look what koko gave to me, a cute heart ring ᵔᴥᵔ *

       As on our way to home, we saw something catchy. A CROCODILE FISHING. By the way it's the first one ever in Indonesia, so why not try it. I just wondering koko will go fishing or not, because i would like to have the merchandise. It's so pretty unique because you can print your photos on the wood.
       Koko said this crocodile is the real one. I mean yes it's die already but it's real. He touched and checked this crocodile body and said "this comes from the real crocodile which is frozen with cement". Hoaaah so scarry when i touch it and imagine this crocodile moving his head and bite my hand.

Ode to The Nice Guys [doesn't] Finish Last

    Crap. I have been singing NICE GUYS—KEVJUMBA/NIGAHIGA/CHESTERSEE song this all day. It's horrible but yet so good!
     "Nice guys finish last, that's why i'll treat you like trash, it's not what i really wanna do. But, you only date bad guys so, i'll give it my best try to, treat you the way you want me to.

    I never open a door or pull out a chair. You can tell me how your day was but i don't really care. And if you ever get cold you'll just have to hack it, cause i'd be cold too if i gave you my jacket. Like WHOA, you ain't sittin up front, front is for the homies you can sit in the trunk. I never answer my phone, whenever you call it. And when the waiter brings the bill, i never reach for my wallet.

    And Ima BEAT you! at every competition. Going out with the girls you better get my permission. Wait no, i take that back, you can't go, house is on tonight. And that's my favorite show! "Do i look fat in this dress?" Hell yeah you do! Wait lemme speak your language cows go moo!

    But behind the scenes she means the world to me. I wanna tell her that she's beautiful, and show her that she's loved. Hold her hand when she's scared, tell her how much i care... But that won't win her heart BECAUSE.... Nice guys finish last, that's why i'll treat you like trash, it's not what i really wanna do. But, you only date bad guys so, i'll give it my best try to, treat you the way you want me to."

    Koko said the nice guys that finish last, it's just like black knight or something that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. Oh wait did i mention clothing style, yes!

    This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they're at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don't end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

    This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn't worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you'd ever orchestrated in your game to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we're just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you're nice like that.

    The nice guys don't often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don't seem to get laid as often as they should. And i wish i could logically explain this trend, but i can't. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he's too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he's not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, i couldn't possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. But one thing i can say is that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn't last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

    So, until those girls are found, i propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and i know you're sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

Ten Things About Me

     I've seen this floating around and my blogger friend, Dinda was tagged me a while ago to tell about 10 things about me. Im not ashamed to say im glad you tagged me not because i like to talk about myself (though, i do) but because you chose to tag me. So here it goes.

ᵔᴥᵔ  I love being in the spotlight. People says it's because of my  personally have a facination for being in the spotlight, and i don't think it's because im a LEO. It's because i love compliments and i love being the center of attention. I like to be in the spotlight of my boyfriend or surrounded by people. Well you can say i'm comfortable with being in the spotlight, but i don't seek it out. It just seems to happen. 

ᵔᴥᵔ  Don't ever dare to stare at me with your annoying face. Even i love in the spotlight but it doesn't mean you can stare at me like that. If you glance or maybe by a chance you stare at me but then you smile, i really appreciate it and i will judge if you're nice person. But if you stare and it's like you raise your eye brow you will see what happen to you next. 

ᵔᴥᵔ  I collect pretty cute stuff like wedges, bags, and accessories. Yes yes yes, i really love this 3 crucial stuff. Everytime i go shopping, i will ends up find wedges, bag, or bangles that i like with my sparkling eyes. But koko always have his way to make me saving *big hugggs*.

ᵔᴥᵔ   I love hot pants. Why people hate and judge someone who wear this stuff? oh get live please. Hot pants not a speedo, so why people always say that it's like prohibit outfit?

ᵔᴥᵔ  I want dye my hair. Maybe blonde, pink or dark brown, seriously. I want dye my hair with that crazy colors not for looking for attention but because i want and koko allow me to do that, but i know my parents wont let me do that.  

ᵔᴥᵔ  I love sky and plane. And it's so perfect when i see the sky from my airplane window. Call me lucky because they always set me near a window.

ᵔᴥᵔ  I think about things on my way and sometimes i over thinking about it. Mostly it's all about socio culture and government issues. And because of this i think my dream job is work for United Nation (UNICEF, or maybe UNESCO). Oh wait if you think it's not realistic enough, be a PR also my dream job now =). Anyone want to hire me?  

ᵔᴥᵔ Hate when someone smoking around me and always over react and over acting to make them feel bad. Whenever i see someone smoking i get so mad! They are just wasting their time and money on stupid cigarettes! If i walk by someone who is smoking i cough real loud dramatically and give them the evil eye. 

ᵔᴥᵔ  I bite rawr...

ᵔᴥᵔ  I love miso ramen lol, i think you already know about it because i posted it here and here. ZOMG i want right nowwww!! brb gonna eat miso ramen first.

     Well that was fun! I don't expect many of you read all of them, but i don't mind. Thanks for the tag, Nda :) Who shall i tag next? Amel | Adelia | Florenshia | Zureen | Dian |

Untuk Ayah terhebat di dunia yang berulang tahun di hari ini

Untuk Ayah Terhebat di Dunia, Selamat Ulang Tahun

Ada kebanggaan luar biasa besar untuk memiliki sosok panutan sekaligus kesayangan.
Ada do’a yang tak pernah putus, sekalipun oleh jarak yang jauh.
Ada kecintaan paling utama, untuk Ayah terhebat di dunia.

Bagaimana caranya membalas ketulusan?
Untuk setiap detik perhatian dan barisan kalimat bijaksana yang selalu kami dapatkan.
Ketika diam berarti tidak, dan kemarahan tanpa kata-kata
Kkami belajar bagaimana caranya menjadi pribadi terhormat

Ketika canda halus dan kesabaran tanpa batas selalu menjadi kenangan yang tak pernah dilupakan orang-orang; kami mengerti bahwa keikhlasan adalah segalanya.
Kami mengerti arti ketulusan yang tak terbalaskan.

Untuk Ayah terhebat yang berulang tahun di hari ini

 Saat-saat kaya gini, paling pas kalo makan nasi goreng buatan ayah
"Ayo kita bikin nasi goreng lagi yah"

* click disini untuk melihat puisi bikinin ayah

book, monday, and all the problems

Caution : This post contain my newest photos on it, scroll it or skip it (• ε •)
oh right you will scroll it anyway (゚ヮ゚)

    From PUNKY with ♥. Yes, a week ago she sent me her newest book "Peri-Peri Bersayap Pelangi" and extra gifts from her holiday in Bali. Weee, super love it.
    Basically this is collection of children's book story. Containing 20 stories and written by 11 authors who have more awareness of the children world. As you know there so many children now a days, watch love story drama or read twilight saga before they sleep. It's so tragic. I mean they are still children. This new world so different when i was young. My parents always bought me the real children book story like Hans Christian Anderson classic folk stories and fairy tales series.

    Many people says having your children read kind of books make them day dreaming. I think it's not true, because every single story always have meaningful message on it. While this children grown up, indirectly they bring out all good characters from the stories they've read before. Now imagine how cruel, depressed, and tragic all drama played on tv everyday. Can you imagine how if they start to think if this world not that wonderful, full of tears and bad person. How if they start to copy all the bad characters in drama? Scary! 

    Ah one more thing if you buy this book, every single book you bought is a gift of the same book for kids at some halfway house, post-disaster schools, and hospitals in some remote areas. With spent IDR 30 you can amazingly help unfortunate kids around you. You can be their peri-peri bersayap pelangi ᵔᴥᵔ 

* This is it, the book and 6 bangles, she's kindly and lovely (◕‿◕✿) *
     Do you know if koko is an awesome story teller? Everytime he has leisure time, he will telling me good story. He asking me what kind of story i want and i decide 3 main characters in this story (✿◠‿◠). And when he knows pungky gave this book for me, he said he will read me a story, wiiiii im so happy. I start to think if it will be so happy if every parents in the world read a story for their kids, even at least for 5 minutes.
    Like others Monday, still in the same shopping mall, same Japanese Restaurant, oh wait and also same lunch menu, lol we are the biggest fans of Shinmen's ramen and miso (゚ヮ゚). The things that make me really happy is i get discount 20% muahahaha.....
    Actually blame it to Naruto, because since i watch Naruto Shippuden he never stop talking about ramen. So am i. I always say to koko if i want miso so badly, and this time i can eat up all my miso until my bowl empty. But in the end, again, i can't. Sigh why am i so talk to much ~̯~
    Anyway koko took all this photos, and from all of it the most weirdest photos are the expression when i was eat miso. Lol, why it's so weird?

S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G   P.R.O.B.L.E.M.S
    Nah, raise your hand if you have same problem with me everytime you go shopping (〃^∇^)ノ ヾ| ̄ー ̄|ノ
     First problem, you look cute stuff, it's pink (if your favorite color same with me) and can't hold your self to buy it. But then someone hit you by saying "don't you already have that stuff? look yours pink too." Grrrr... but it's more cutest than mine ».«

     Second problem,  looks good on model but not on you or maybe they don't have your size. Overall i love this jacket, so cool! make me have korean looks, hehe.. It's so warm anyway, but than i hang it on. Why? because i realize i always go shopping on a day not night. Good, my brain work this time (゚ヮ゚)

     Third problem, too expensive. Sigh, who can bare it if it's all about money? When i first look that huge yoyo, i feels like scream and says "howaaaaa.... koko look!". Hold his hands and drag him enter the shop. After that i can't stop to give yoyo my peaceful hugs ᵔᴥᵔ. He's soooo puffy, soft, and wear pink shirt. But when look the price oh darn! IDR 200. SYOG (✖╭╮✖). 

     And that pretty bag is IDR 115, if im not wrong my mom has hermes with this color. I want buy it, so when i go shopping with my mom i can have high level class looks like my mom, hehehe... (゚ヮ゚). I love her fashion sense, and it's pretty cute when you have like same stuffs with your mom (¬‿¬). But than again, someone hit me by saying "so how do you carry this bag? you always fully your bag with many things, is this bag really okay? i mean look the space." eww ◑_◑

Time Is Teasing Me

   Why chics nowadays so easily to get married? In my age, it's like everyone already get married. Even my close friends already did it. Oh wait some of my besties will do it in this month. In June, ugh why so perfect?! Don't you think we're too young? Ugh why im so jealous? 

   I'm sorry if i get jealous for stupid reason sometimes. I just get jealous thinking that someone else could happier that i could. What? Im just human anyway, i know i should say this stuff “I shouldn't get jealous anymore” see, i put on a smile :). Judge, that smile was fake or not!

Hari ini, dua puluh empat tahun yang lalu

Hari ini, dua puluh empat tahun yang lalu
Ayah dan Ibu mengikat janji
Hari ini, dua puluh empat tahun yang lalu
Ayah dan Ibu memadu kasih

Dua puluh empat tahun yang lalu
Ketika Ayah dan Ibu berjanji
Untuk selalu sehidup semati

Ketika pagi menyapa, siangpun terasa nyaman
Ketika senja menjelang, malampun terasa nyaman

Hari ini, dua puluh empat tahun berlalu
Ketika hadir putri-putri Ayah dan Ibu
Melingkari kehidupan yang tak pudar

Tuhan, dengarkanlah do’a ku
Do’a anak-anakku
yang ditanganMulah aku
Ada dalam genggamMu

Tuhan, kuatkanlah jiwa kami
Untuk mengemban amanatMu
Hindarkanlah kami dari iri dan dengki
Kuatkanlah jiwa kami
Dan, bimbinglah selalu di jalanMu

 Hari ini, Balikpapan, 06 Juni 2011

   A poem that my daddy wrote yesterday, yes it was my parents wedding anniversary! 24 years and going stronger! A wedding anniversary is the celebration of love, trust, partnership, tolerance, and tenacity. The order varies for any given year.

    Their relationship is so special, they're falling in love many times, always with the same person.  They have been through so much together.  I’m so lucky to have an example of a marriage that can more than succeed in my life.  Gives me hope.

    And when my turn comes, i will learn from their marriage. I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but i can tell you what it is for me, love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.

     Here's some sweet pictures when they have second honeymoon 
at bangkok, pattaya and singapore :)

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