Sweet Moment Captured by My Pocket Camera

Naily Lacy

   Brides always want to look great on their marriage. As a bride, it is important to plan in advance, so you'll be able to observe the glamorous, cool and sophisticated, but also natural. This naily lacy look so cute, adorable, and glamorous. Matching with the white dress. I want someday when i get married doing this naily art too (◡‿◡✿)

Someone You'd Like To Meet

   When i met his parents i want to have a great first impression. In my head, meeting his parents is viewed as the typical “meeting his parents” scenario similar to the ones in television shows and movies. If we go for dinner, i would probably show up dressed in formal attire, properly groomed, and with some cologne on.  I want his parents to know that i am a respectable, young woman. When starting a conversation with his parents, i want to mention how great of a person their son is. I would make note of how he treats me very well, where he gets his good looks from, etc. I don’t want to do something embarrassing like spill food/a drink on myself or say something stupid. And throughout the night, i hope his parents will tell me stories of my boyfriend when he was little and bring out the childhood albums. When leaving, i’ll hug his mom and shake his father’s hand. When this happens, i would have gotten through one of the scariest moments of my life.

   And this time, sure i met them and this is the best scariest moment in my life. I was so shaking, nervous, and clumsy. Of course i should be nervous because it's a good sign that i love their son and care for approval. All i did was smile as well and made some small conversations. I so had a blank mind. But this the real one, not just in my head. So i think even it was really awkward in first time, it's still nice. Koko really had tried his best to break the ice, i know he did. So don't make gloomy face ko, im still happy (✿◠‿◠) see im smiling.
   They were so nice, especially his dad. Lol, i think i like him much than his cutest son ᵔᴥᵔ. He's so full with cheerful aura, made me feel welcome with his smiling faces. And his mom also nice, i know. It's okay when she talk less with me, she didn't fully ignore me, she just busy. I still can see the good things. She remember my name and call me with sweetest smile in her face. I only hope that they like me too. 

   I remembered some basic questions that he asked me. Like, am i koko's girlfriend?, am i really serious in relationship with his son?, why am i choose his son instead when there's so many hot guys out there?. I don't know he satisfied with my answers or not, he just smile and give me a lot of advice, he wants me graduate soon and talk about this again deeply.   

   In some moment, he keep asked me why im not shown up yesterday. I prefer not telling him what the reason because just think about it make me really hurt. Whatever the reason we can say in the end i didn't shown up, right?. Ah, and about talked "the comparing" stuff, i really prefer to skip it. I feel bad i can't behave well, but i really need some times to stay away from this comparing. 

*skip....skip...skip*

   So today, i went to BEC with koko and his dad. Koko said his dad is scariest person, not friendly, and many more, but i think you was wrong ko. Because he really nice and friendly, funny also. Now i know why koko so funny. He keeps telling koko to hold my hand but no la, im too shy. I loved the way he teased me, really make me comfort. So easy going.

   He said he wants to see me again, me too. I hope next meet i can close with his mom like i close with his dad. But no comparing stuff, please. Overall, today was fun! let's go again, someday .

BEST ADVICE OF THE DAY :
Never compare your love story with those in the movies
because they are written by scripters. Yours is written by God. 

Letter to My Future Kid

   To my future child,

   I’m writing to you now, on next Mother’s Day i’m honoring your future grandma for everything she’s done for me. And you should too since most of what i learned from parenting, i would’ve learned them through her. I turned out fine despite everything, so i think you will too. But just in case you don’t, you know who to blame :).
She's cute right?

   I think i’ll name our [future] kid Keisha, it's combination from koko and my name. If he will be your future dad i will so glad, he's so smart, good man, and i do believe he also good at making money. I promise i will pour out my whole life to raising you and i don’t want to screw it up with bouts of selfishness, recklessness and ambition. Your future mom is a very Type A, driven, go-getter and goal-oriented lady. But being a mom requires selflessness, times of uncontrollable tears and a generous heart beyond compare. 

   But i know once i meet you, God will make all my selfishness melt away because you will be the only precious thing in my sight as you are. So until then, i will just let him mold my heart to prepare for you.

   Follow your dreams while you’re young and I’ll be here to catch you if it doesn’t work out as you planned.

                             Love,
                   Your future mom

The PUSH

    No matter what kind of relationship it is, it always needs both sides to survive. Sometimes things have to change, but sometimes, they change for the better. The best way to escape from your past and painful moments is not to avoid and forget it, but to accept & forgive it. 

Dear Galileo and My Travelling Plan

 Rules are meant to be broken and theories are meant to be proven

   Another must-see Thailand movie!
  Dear Galileo, a story about two bestfriend who planning on going backpack to London, Paris and Venice and Pisa. This movie prove if a good movie doesn’t need 70% romance or kissing scene on it to be good or sweet or nice.
   After watch this movie, my friend (Arin) and i decide to do the same thing. No, we don't need go to europe, let's go to nearest country in asia pacific first. Hoaaa, just think about it make me can not sleep. So excited. All we have to do is go to country where we can speak english and have cheapest foods and clothes price.

   Nah, where is this place can be? We think about singapore, thailand, philippines, or myanmar. We want go to singapore actually because there's so many awesome places and since i love watch clicknetwork.tv i think im familiar with this country. But i don't know la i think i can find cheapest clothes but not with the foods or home stay. So maybe thailand :)

In a relationship, married or not. You should read this.

    When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

    Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

    I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

    With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.  

    The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.   When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

    In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

    This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.  

    I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.  

    My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.  

    On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.  

    On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.  

    She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.  

    Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.  

    Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.  

    But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.  

    She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.   At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.  

    That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….  

    The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! 

    I saw this on tumblr, i shared it because i just might save someone marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

Now He Will Bow His Hand And I Will Take It

Waking up your girlfriend with morning call or morning text is so old school! Because now i have my favorite morning line :

"morning cantik, bangun yuk... hari ini cerah lo"
   
    Hahaha, that's a sweet line that he have to say to wake me up and make my day start with a smile. I love the way he wake me up especially with extra lovely kiss on my forehead, it's feel so tender and caring.

    And when mr. nighty night comes he will say :
"malem cantik, malam ini mendung dan dingin, saat yang tepat untuk tidur. jangan kemaleman ya."

    I know it will be happy day because i went to sleep last night and i woke up this morning with a smile because of that sweet line. Howaaa, why words are so fairy tale? people say a man who treats her woman like a princess is a proof that he has been born and raised in the arms of a queen. And for the first time in my life i'll believe the taste of royalty.

    He's sweet. He's adorable. He's perfect. I didn't say a name but he popped into your head, didn't he?

Be honest with yourself first, then you might get further in this life

    People hide the truth because they’re afraid. But sometimes the truth makes everything else seem like a lie. Don’t over analyze your relationships because growing relationship can only be nurtured by genuineness.

Disturbing Black Fairy Tales

    Fairy tales of the past were often full of macabre and gruesome twists endings, i mean the real story not disney version. Miwa Yanagi is a Japanese photographic artist creates an elaborate, thoroughly thought out, and often costly staged event using female models ranging in different ages. These female models may display ages quite different from their own in the photos. The end result is a surrealistic image of everyday life.

   These pictures and ideas are not for everyone. There are disturbing images and suggestions of the ‘gruesome nature behind fairy tales’ in this artist's work. I am posting what i consider to be the least disturbing of her photographs from the exhibit titled “Fairy Tale”.

   You can close this page if you can't hold these disturbing dark fairy tales photographs anymore. Really they are creappy and disturbing, i don't know maybe it was like japanese horror or something. So can you guess what fairy tales story in these photos?

Must Have Android Apps & Games

android loves
why don't you love it?

    People keep asking me what's cool app or game for android, actually there's so many and i will share it to you. Trust me, i have try and use it for my self, so it's must be awesome for you too. I hate when people keep saying "you must play angry bird" sigh, it's like a shit game for me. It's not fun because what's the point you play hardest game when there's so many the real fun game in android market. So this my must have version :

Apps
It's one of the most popular apps in Android Market. You can do an extreme makeover to your phone now. I was using denim theme and cartoon theme, but then i found out if i can still do extreme makeover without theme, i just need go launcher ex, my own wallpaper and icon. It's still look nice for me. 
this my current wallpaper, you can have it by save this image as

I can say it's so freakin awesome app for your android, so many free themes, you can create your own themes, cute emoji, and many more. I was using 2011 orange theme, springtime theme, spring festival theme, and my own theme (◕‿◕✿)

OvuView
It's super advanced period tracker, when other apps only let you track your period and intercourse, this one is let you do more, like track your menses blood level, mucus, mucus color, temperature, cervix, sex drive, mood, headache, cramps, PMS, insomnia, acne, appetite, and many more. And also they give you educational tips and information about your menstrual cycle and your fertility signs.

1Tap Cleaner
It can help you to have big internal memory space, with 1-tap all cache and search history will clear. You don't need to reset your phone anymore \(^0^\)

Advanced Task Killer
The function is to kill running applications and clean memory.

Symbol
Tadaaa, it's awesome symbol app if you love using emot for mail, text, and twitter. You know what they have more than 600 symbol. Freakin amazing.

PigMemo
It's home screen memo widget which cutely pig introduces the memo that you registered to the message board on the home screen. You can customize their look and dress, so cute for a memo.

Games 
Zenonia, Zenonia 2, Zenonia 3 and Zenonia 4
Rated : ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ 


Illusia
Rated : ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ 


YooNinja
Rated : ✿ ✿ ✿ 
 
Simple but fun one touch arcade game! Jumping up and down run over and avoid obstacles. Once you try, you will addicting. Scary game...

Farm Story
Rated : ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ 
 
My first game! it's fun and addicted, but i already uninstalled it. Why? because it's force close too much. I don't know it's still force close or not, if you play this game please let me know. Because i want play this game again. And oh my ID is Anindy you can add me :)
Rated : ✿ 
 
If you find tamagochi game, this is my fav! we can say furdib is an alien virtual pet and we should take care of him/her. To change his sex, put a ribbon, and many cool stuff you can go to Furdiburb's Facebook they share many cheat, oops. You can also rxplore the beautiful environment and discover magical items and mystical characters.
Rated : ✿ ✿

Tom is a cat that responds to your touch and repeats everything you say, it's cute! even koko always try to imitated him, lol. And you know what my aunty also addict with this game, because she's found out tom has cute sound and because of this she forgot to cook our lunch!!!

Destinia
Rated : ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿

A member of the Imperial Guard, Duke is imprisoned after defying an order to murder innocent civilians. There he is nursed to health by the Rebel princess Crystal. The two form an alliance to escape the prison and fight the Empire.

Duke returns to find his hometown brutally occupied by the Imperial Army. He searches frantically for his childhood sweetheart Lena, but the path has dangers lurking at every turn

Inotia 3
Rated : ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿
 
Try a new party battle system game!


Cartoon Wars
Rated : ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ 



Arel Wars
Rated : ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿


Seed2 - Vortex Of War
Rated : ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿

This game has alternate ending, worth to try ^^



    I also want to try Speed Forge 3D, Barrr, Hot Spring Story, and the sims 3
    That all for now, don't worry because i will update if i found super awesome apps and games!

Cutest Chick In The World

What do you do if you see this chick wandering in the street near your house?

If Only My Android Like This

Oh gosh! look that freakin cute color!!!!
that's so fuckin girly and i can say it's so me, i wish my android can have same color
please please....

When My Dream's Too High Im Not Ready To Fall Yet

    I ever dreamed if someday he takes me to his house to meet his parents, but i know it's kind of impossible because they live in different city, even different island. Im super curious about something, his parents know about me or not? You know normally a guy will telling entire his family if he date a girl. But in my case im afraid he didn't.

    When my mom come to visited me, i also confuse about this. Should i bring him to my mom or not. My mom also curious what kind of man who stole her daughter heart, and how her future son in law looks. I know she waits till i say something, but... he never talk to me about how his mom wants to see me so i decide to not tell my mom. Even i bet my mom know about him, but they never officially meet.
 
FACT :
When a guy wants you to meet his parents, you're into a lifetime relationship.

    I know lah, i overreact, i underestimate, i overestimate, i over think everything, i dream big. But officially meet his parents for me it's the important thing.

    In a few days his parents will come for his brother graduation day, i just think if it's the right time for him officially introduce me to his mom. Have officially diner and such. I don't wanna expect too much like he will say im his girl, maybe he will say im his close friend. But every parents must be know la what "close friend" mean. Oh wait, maybe i shouldn't expect he will bring me to his parents. Oh ya, right he will never do it ◔̯◔. I just know la, he ever told me it's all because my "clothes". Duuuh, im so flexible la, i always know what and how to wear my clothes. Uh, just write it make my breath so heavy.

    I don't know i should publish this or not, i don't know what his react when read it, i just... i just feel sad rite now because i can't expect too much, please just don't say anything to me rite now. Oh god, i can't hold it anymore... tissue paper please.

Tuesday Story with Imaginary Twins

     Koko deep fantasy is dating with a cute and sexy look twins just like his fav anime "kissxsis" lol, i think as a man it's okay lah have that imagination. So, turn it up! you tell me your wish, you tell me what is on your mind, cos im gonna be your gennie for a day.

     Triiing *magically sound* this the girls of the day. Let's say both of them have different characters, a girl with a jeans jacket is cute, kind of good girl, and has lil bit extra fat (question:little bit or extra?). And the other girl is sexy, little bit naughty, bad temper. So which one you chose ko? (●*∩_∩*●)

Fashion tips #1 : same make up, same hair style, 
but when you wearing a jacket you can have different look!

  
     Lunch time!! since i want ramen so badly, we went to shin men japanese resto. We have shin men ramen special, miso special and strawberry float, aaah just think about it make my tummy growling again.
 
oh my gosh, look that foods, the melting ice and wait are you drooling rite now? ◐.̃◐

     While koko eat his ramen, the imaginary chat with the girls were happened.
koko : "eh you know, im the type who is careful and guarded,
but now with just one misstep and i fell in love, and it is worth it"
The girls suddenly smile.
After long wishy washy chit chat, the other girl feel bored, she was try to find something intersting. Koko noticed and he decided to comfort her .
koko : "uhm, if i can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue,
can i take a pic wit you?"
girl : "haha, i think you never make it"
koko : "hey, let we see!"
after a while....
wah, he really did it!
koko : "see, so where's my prize?"
the girl raise her eyebrow and smile "okay..."

After they had lunch and shopping, they decided to watch "source code". They still had 40 minutes free before the movie playing. The white shirt girl says "let's take a pic again, this place so perfect." Koko nod.
Her twin sister feel so jealousy, 
"why she always take a pic with my koko, he also my date?! uuh!"
Koko : "uuuuh, baby come...come..." 
White shirt twin says, "no lah, from the first he only choose me! rite koko?"

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